Gosh,finally logged in.At first,I got alot of things to pour out here,but kinda lazy.

So I summarise..

Nothing much happen.

My parents finally got divorce.

Living in my Auntie house again,with Mum & sis.

But I still in good terms with Dad.

Forever,& always love ya no matter what.

As for myself..

Just normal,daily life..

Sailing across the sea.

Still playing music.

Still hating myself.Nights.

You & I Both(Jason Mraz)

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

I'm Fucking Sick Of Waking Up In This House,With No Fucking Food.Open Up The Fridge And All I See Is Prescription Pills,Bottles Of Condiments & A Bottle Of Coke.I Have To Use My Own Money To Buy Food.Everyday?Yes....Sometimes,I Feel A Lil Fucked Up That Everything I Will Have To Use My Own Money.My Ezlink,My Expenses,My Stuffs,Even Food...Nope,There's No Cooking In The House.It's Either You Buy Your Own Food Or You Find Stuff In The Kitchen To Eat,If Not,You Starve..

The Living Condition In This House?Nope,It's Fucked Up.Here's An Example....
I Woke Up(Slept On The Floor),Went To My Living Room,See My Dad On The Sofa,Sleeping With The Tv Switch On,I Went To The Kitchen,Same Shit..No Food.Went To My Mum's Room,She's Gone To Work Without Cooking Or Leaving Me Money To Eat.So There I Go,There's Nothing To Eat,Nothing To Do..All I Is Switch On My Lappy,Log In To Facebook,See How People Enjoying Their Lifes Through Their Photos & All That Shits.Browse Through Tumblr,Reblog Nirvana's Photos,Read Those Lil Quotes Which Is Really Motivating,Look At All Those FOOD PICTURES They Post...

I Always Wanted A Life Like Those Normal People You Know..Their Mum Cooks,Leaves A Couple Of Dishes Before Going To Work.Dads Goes To Work,Leaves You A Couple Of Dollars.The House Is Clean.I Have A Comfortable Bed.You Go Out,And Get Home With Dinner On The Table.Your Family Watching Tv Together..Haiz...Dream On..

But Whatever It Is,I Still Appreciate The Life I Had Now.There's Always A Reason To Why I Have To Face Hardship.And There's Always Someone Out There Have More Fucked Up Life,So I'm Glad & Grateful To What I have Now..

LIFE,SUCKS & ROCK & ROLL

Lounge Act(Nirvana)

Truth - covered in security 
I can't let you smother me 
I'd Like to, but it couldn't work 
Trading off, taking turns 
Don't regret a thing 
And I've got this friend, you see 
Who makes me feel and I 
Wanted more than I could steal 
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield 
I'll go outta my way to prove I still 
Smell her on you

Don't - tell me what I wanna hear 
Afraid of never knowing fear 
Experience anything you need 
I'll keep fighting jealousy 
'til it's fucking gone 

And I've got this friend, you see 
Who makes me feel and I 
Wanted more than I could steal 
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield 
I'll go outta my way to prove I still 
Smell her on you..

Double F.

                                                  Did Some Catching Up.This Bro Never Change.


Meet Up With The Good Friends Fad & Fred Just Now.Had Lunch,Head Down To Esplanade,Chit Chat,Watch Those Cool Workers Doing Soundchecks For A Performance Later On.Company Dear Fad To Find Her Clothes At Neu Look While Me & Fred Mess Around,Trying Out Those Ladies Sweatshirts & Cardigans,Make A Fool Of Ourselves & Laugh.Had A Great Day...But Most Of All,I LOVE FAD's NEW CLASSY SPECS.Very"CLASSY OLD MAFIA LOOK"!Nice Choice Fad..

You're Dead In My Mind,But Yet Beats My Heart.
I Pull Down The Blinds,But The Sun Still Plays A Part.